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When I get so low and to the point where I have to write a blog about it instead of talking with someone, I feel pretty stupid.

I just can't believe I'm completely alone right now. I have absolutely no one. People who I thought cared, don't. Everyone has disappeared. Why can't I? I grind to such a halt in my existence that I go online and read posts I made in the past. It's just really pathetic. Pitiful.

Why did God have to take away my soul mate? My best friend? I took her for granted so much. I love her so much. I miss her so much. I need her more than anyone and she's gone. I want to go be with my baby....

I swear I fucking hate myself, man. And I guess everyone else does too.

Posted by GbKooLiO at 04:17 on November 7th, 2009 at 4:17AM

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AlyAngel	Posted on 10:54AM on Nov 7th, 2009 I don't hate you. I am really sorry your soul mate was taking from you. I know I am not much, but I am really here for you, the best I can be. This weekend the odds are against me, and I really can't be online as much as i can be, but I am here for you the best I can be. Huge hugs and Love. Aly. x
GbKooLiO	Posted on 05:11PM on Nov 7th, 2009 Thanks hun =). huge hugs xx
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